featuring Billabong
5.28.2009
5.26.2009
&& a Happy Memorial Day it was :)
I had a blast at Tenjune [the new spot since they od'd on Hovi - for me ~..~] but I must say, yesterday's events put the cherry on my Monday.
The initial plan was to rise and shine - go to Beacon's to dispose of unwanted clothes and head to Swanks house - EARLY. However, being the procrastinator that I am, the early part, never went down. ..but what matters most is that I got there. [lol]
&& thank God I did cuz homegirl made salmon, pasta and some bomb a** chicken - all of which i devoured. =)
...Post Din - Swanks, Ackiel and myself proceeded to a very cute cookout = chill time.
we laughed, we sipped [very light] and we bounced ..but we had fun =)
..Cheers to the whole weekend and the many 'fun times' to come.. Stay Tuned.
-xoxo
Love at First Sight <3
5.23.2009
5.19.2009
...
That's the most open I've ever been to ppl I don't speak to on a daily basis.
GROWTH?...
-loveLee
When in Rome, do like... Nike??
Idk but, I often wonder if the preservation of one's virginity has become overrated.
I've been in this box for 22 yrs, w. no real purpose of maxin' in it besides the fact that I've yet to find anyone who can REV up my sexual engines and most importantly RE-effin'-SPECT me at the same time.
I often find, or assume [doubt I'm assuming tho] that the few dudes that Ive wanted to get dirty w. have all had a one track mind. ...> "SNACKS!" Through deep observation of each of my fella's actions, I've been led to believe that they were merely out for their milk and nookie - which is uhh...WACK! and the greatest turn off of all.
...&& while we're on the subject of turn-off's ...I'm usually always turned the heck off. I mean, I'll feel the lil sensation below the belt [my belt] and we'll be good but true to life, one false move and I'm done for days!!
Tip: I'm big on pleasing. I loove to see you squirm from a touch or w.e. you guys do when you like something, it is SUCH a turn on. ...but above all else TAKE YOUR TIME [for obvious reasons]. I mean, if the pearly gates were open, then all that off the hook ish would be okay every now and then but you will under no circumstances murder me in an attempt to satisfy your lil willy. [mm..mm. not gon' happen...Never! ~ new-new voice] - I need to know that you're not out for yourself [[chicks get paid for you to be selfish...if that's how you're living - put food on her table]].
but umm...
I kind of, almost, sort of think that I'm sexually self-destructive [lmao]. Being as tho I'm all V'd up, I do think deep while in the mood because it's a 1st time experience. You don't know what's gonna happen next. I'm tryna think 'mmm' but I wind up thinking 'ouch', which confirms the saying, "what you think is what you do". When I'm self-pleas'n, it's soo quick and fun and slightly explosive. ..one of those [go back for 5ths type feelings] and I'm sure it's because I'm more relaxed and focused on the pleasureable reward. [sigh]
..may need to do a tutorial..
Keeping it Funky: I want IT! [that good good]. && I want it soon. ...but will wait for necessary reasons.
I won't lower my standards of wanting such and such before I allow it to happen. I mean shit, I still want to be able to say I lost it to "..." and be okay w. it. Death to regrets!!
-loveLee
..::iStyle::..
featuring Balenciaga accessories
iTUBE! ..YOUTUBE!
While on an inspiration hunt I came across the works of singer, Jill Scott and Def Poet, Mayda Del Valle. I love the two, so I thought I'd share. =)
-loveLee
5.18.2009
5.16.2009
Riddle Me This...
With me, if we're not serious, there's no meet and greet - prd!
My Logic: I don't have a problem introducing ppl to my old lady, letting you get to know the fam etc. - I simply don't see the point if I know for sure that the odds of you being a long-term figure in my life are slim. ..Some may question "why'd you even wanna deal w. a person knowing that what you guys have isn't solid?" ..well sometimes you're not looking for solidity. Maybe you are, but just not w. that person.
I've had a situation where I began to look into a particular 'he', I mean I wanted to give it a try, I did and later found out that I liked nothing more than the thrill of what we had. There was no real emotional attachment, we're cool when we're together, whenever we're together but besides that- I could go eons w.o. speaking to him, I just didn't have that connection so, all that talk about meeting mommy ..dead! [coffin].
..but I was just sitting here in deep thought, wondering, what it is that my girlies/guys do when their other "something" begins to inquire about being more in the mix. [???]
..I honestly don't even think duke really and truly wanted to meet the mom, his motives got more shake than Harlem. ...but thats another blog.
-loveLee!
5.15.2009
Cackles for Days!!
I've always 'thought' Mike was crazy but it has honestly been confirmed.
I've never seen anything like this.
I lmao, slapped my knee, but it really isn't funny [lol].
He's a menace to society.
How can one not be mortified?!
-lovLee